kind of upset when things go smoothly invent problems what's wrong with getting by on what gets you by I know it's no big deal but I shouldn't be in my stupid head but why do I feel stupid when head my is happy my imagination what happened to how can things be so un-intense? can I arrange to be deranged thought I might be there I know I won't be there forgot the shortcut there forgot the shortcut there thought I was already there but I know I won't be there thought I might be there I know I've never been there forgot the shortcut there forgot the shortcut there